silly 歌詞 Daizy ふりがな付

There's a bug in my brain
Don't know how to work out my pain
I'm always on guard
Cause I feel like an Alien

Now I've locked up myself in a cell
And I drank down the key once again
No more letters or visits
I just wanna be alone

Cause people say one thing then go and do the opposite
They pretend to care to get a rush rush rush of AD
I can cope with loneliness
But I'm so sick of earth
Sometimes I think that I'll die from heartbreak

I know I'm being silly
I've just been having bad days
I've just been saying 'I'll be okay'
For months now

I don't trust what I say
Neither my friends nor family
It could be all becouse of my brain
All I want is to feel at home

And I have mental breakdowns almost every single day
And then I fix my make up
Extra blush blush blush to look alive
I can cope with loneliness
But I don't want to stay this way forever
I swear I'm getting better

I know I'm being silly
I've just been having bad days
I've just been saying 'I'll be okay'
For months now

I don't trust what I say
Neither my friends nor family
It could be all becouse of the bug in my brain

If I could snap out of it
Get on a rocket One ticket to home
Would I be happy then
Or would I find ways to be miserable
I can snap out of it
All I need is some time to heal just slowly
Just slowly

I know I'm being silly
I've just been having bad days
I've just been saying 'I'll be okay'
For months now

I don't trust what I say
Neither my friends or my family
It conld be all becouse of my brain
All I want is to feel at home