Kaleidoscope 歌詞 Graupel ふりがな付

What is left behind in my own life
I know it's going so badly
It's far from the place that I dreamed of once before
So now I'm inside out
It's upside down
I feel like I'm pretending
There's no place to go back to when I fall apart

When I'm lost inside my hopeless heart
It slowly kills me

If I'm falling,
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
All I want is the night I could feel alive
It's just so simple

So now I'll figure out
What it's all about
The world goes round without me
Now I need to wake up and get right back down to earth
Everything seems so far
but it's mine
This is not my happy ending
Now I need to get back to what I had when I was sure

It never ends without an open mind
It always hurt me badly
When I was lost inside useless lies
It cuts me deeply

If I'm falling,
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
All I want is the night I could feel alive
It's just so simple

So what is real
Who am I meant to be
It's so hard to breathe
What if I could feel
the light I believed in
The world I'd like to be in
is inside of me
So now I can be
who I dreamed I'd be
So now it begins
There's no need to grieve
and it's time to leave
I'll make it real
So now I can feel
So now I can breathe
So now I can believe in who I am

This is my last time
to change my world
The light is on so brightly
No matter how hard it is, now this is goodbye

If I'm falling,
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
All I want is the night I could feel alive
It's just so simple